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Bracing Dream on December 28th

Sunday, December 28th, 2008

Decided to write this down and avoid actually bugging my real life friends by saying “I had this crazy dream last night”

**Update**

I ended up blabing on about it with two friends anyway.

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I went back to second grade. I needed to finish up elementary school for some reason even though the rest of my education was and it is in real life.

The Office of Academic Technology, which I worked at in real life at UF, was in the elementary school and all the old ladies that worked there before were there. I worked there part time while I was in school but I forgot all the details of the job. My friend Sean came by needing me to process a CLAS form and I needed help on how to do that.

My classes were extraordinarily simple as expected, except for on class on processing and formatting dates (i.e. MM-DD-YYYY DD-MM-YY etc).

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At home I had somehow switched bodies with my friend Jeff. I was living with his girlfriend/wife Jessica. Who was a combination of herself in real life and an ex-girlfriend of mine. It slowly became apparent that she did not love me and despised me, partially because I replaced her husband but also because she, in fact, hated Joe and hated the part of me that resembled him (since I assimilated parts of his personality). I begged for her to give me a chance, told her that I loved her. It didn’t matter.

Near the end of the dream I was sleeping alone, I had lost the business I owned, and was failing 2nd grade since I stopped showing up.

I went into the backyard and shot myself with a pistol dead in the forehead. Some how the bullet was stopped in my skull, and I lived.

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